The song was released as a CD single and limited edition CD+DVD pack on August 11, 2010.
Music Video[]
The song's music video features footage from the film interspersed between scenes of Matsuoka singing and scenes of a young boy who has found the Jazz Gaia Memory and tried to bring it to Katsumi Daido, believing that's the J Memory that he requested. He is later saved from several Masquerade Dopants by Matsuoka.
Lyrics[]
Original Japanese lyrics
Translation into English
Boku no kokoro ni yowasa wa sumitsuiteta
Otona ni naru tabi yowasa ga hirogatte
Kono machi wo sukuu no wa
Dare da to minna sagashiteiru
Aitsu no fukou wa shitteru
Sore demo minai furishita
Utsumuiteiru Kodoku wa
Kuchibiru kamishime namida ni taeterunda
Iiwake bakari no dame na boku no naka
Ima ka ima ka to Kono te wa furueteru
Hontou no sugata ga Dare ni mo miserarenai
Mada ima wa Sukuenai boku wo Yurushite
Don't look at me
Mayonaka hitori no heya de
Wake mo naku namida koboreta
Mirai wo kaetai keredo
Nani wo doushitara ii no?
Aisareteiru kara koso
Kanashimasetakunai to kore ijou
Hitori ja ikirenaku kimi wo sagasu kedo
Ano hi no kimi wa boku yori kizudarake de
Soredemo warau namida ni nureta hoo ni
Kure yuku machi no kaze ga Toorisugita
Mou ichido Don't go away
Osanai koro wa hiiroo ni yumemiteta
Yowai hitobito wo Mamoritai nante ne
Boku no kokoro ni yowasa wa sumitsuiteta
Otona ni naru tabi Yowasa ga tsuyoku naru
Iiwake bakari shiteiru boku dakedo
Ima ka ima ka to kono mune wa furueteru
Hontou no sugata ga boku ni wa aru hazu sa
Maku ga orite sorezore no mirai he go away
Furuete I must go away
There’s weakness present in my heart
As I get older, the weakness expands
Who is the person
Who will save this city; everyone is searching
We all know of his misfortune
Even so, we pretend to not see it
Looking down, bearing the loneliness
By clenching my teeth and lips, in tears
Within my incapable self always making excuses
Thinking “Is it now? Or now?” this hand shakes
Unable to show anyone my true form
Forgive the still hopeless me
Don’t look at me
In the darkness of my own room
Without any reason, tears started falling
I want to change the future
But what should I do, and how do I do it?
Because, and just because I am loved
I don’t want to sadden anymore than I’ve done so
I search for you, unable to live alone
But you were more scarred than I on that day
Even so you smile, cheeks wet with tears
The wind of the dusking city passes through
Once more, don’t go away
When I was young, I dreamt to be a hero
Wanting to protect the weak people, or something
There’s weakness present in my heart
As I get older, the weakness becomes strength
Though I’m always only making excuses
Thinking “is it now? Or now?” this heart trembles
I should have a true self
The curtain falls, we all go away to each of our futures
Trembling—I must go away